Resurrected Mind – B.E. The Truth

<p>I&rsquo;ve spiraled downwards, far mind you, how can I climb back? This statement&nbsp;</p>
<p>isn&rsquo;t absurd, or is it? Years back, I paid no attention to my decline.&nbsp;</p>
<p>Chasing women, drinking, and smoking&nbsp;primos.&nbsp;Unaware my thinking was&nbsp;</p>
<p>Deeply sinking; becoming blind in mind of an inebriated kind.&nbsp;</p>
<p>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;Roaming along this reckless journey of no return. An unforeseen</p>
<p>demon ushered me to burn! And my intellect couldn&rsquo;t discern. In&nbsp;</p>
<p>retrospect, I had dollar, dollar bills. But anxious; my will needed too&nbsp;</p>
<p>institute thrills. Like: &ldquo;fish net, black panty hose.&rdquo; Fresh pussy so fragrant</p>
<p>to the nose, a ladies&rsquo; man that had deception that sold.&nbsp;</p>
<p>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;Romantic slow jams, and spirited somatic poetic slams; I emerged,</p>
<p>a black Don Juan! With power to convey disguised charity. Yes,&nbsp;</p>
<p>I had game, life wasn&rsquo;t the same. Vain thoughts shut down shame. I welcomed solicitation. alcohol and drugs controlled my indecisions,&nbsp;</p>
<p>injured all moral convictions, my true mentality; now imprisoned.&nbsp;</p>
<p>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;Will the real slim shady please stand up!&rdquo; My reactions turned&nbsp;</p>
<p>immorally corrupt. No longer was I that humble generation with real&nbsp;</p>
<p>fortitude, with honest inclinations to represent. Rather devious and</p>
<p>insincere succumb by contagious&nbsp;virulents.&nbsp;</p>
<p>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;My complexity darkened even shadier, its over! I&rsquo;m&nbsp;</p>
<p>Ill- conditioned, ill- natured. My mind is cold matter, a sulken&nbsp;</p>
<p>cadaver. Faculties fomented duality; doomed within the vice</p>
<p>of virtuality.&nbsp;</p>

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