See what I have become,
nonexistent, full of nonthingness.
Placed inside the void,
Out of the way into darkness.
In the perversion of truth,
All adrift, diluted.
Numbered among the dead,
for eternity, excluded.
Unsettled, unwanted, unbegotten,
cast about, throw away, forgotten.
Was it all my imagination,
or have I ever been?
Did you really ever truly care,
even way back then?
Your actions speak volumes
louder than words will.
If our roles were reversed
then what would you feel?
Unsettled, unwanted, unbegotten,
Cast about, thrown away and forgetten?
Christopher Meredith
