by Rebecca Kelly
People can start with what seems like an ever-renewable supply anger and despair. This emotional energy is sometimes the initial fuel for the creative act. But that energy may also prove kindling for a different kind of renewable energy, a positive drive. Something fresh and wonderful can be created from the dark place of rumination and frustration, giving back release to that individual and sending forward something positive into the world.
- Art is restorative, an outlet, transformative
- The act of creativity leads one on an engrossing adventure for the soul, the mind, the body
- Esteem building – creating something that can be admired by peers and family and the outer world
- Connections with the outside – valuable in forging a future
- Validation of self worth, of productivity, of use of time
- Gives value to time spent, creates a sense of productivity, value to a product, an understanding of sharing, a way of processing and telling oneself one’s story, a way of integrating and transforming the personal story, a way to give
- Passes time innocently and that brings a release
- A new understanding of self emerges as creative output provides inspiration, self worth even joy
- Creativity brings to the mind solace, peace, intention, healing, and helps to organize time
- Art is the re-creation of yesterday, inhabiting today and the making of tomorrows
Families who have a loved one in prison experience a thankfulness and an amazement by the growth of the “artist in prison.”
At first, it may be the pencil sketches on the backs of forms or random pieces of paper that come home. Then, the sheer inventiveness becomes apparent in the ideas, the way the individual creates paint and brushes – from juice, jam, from coffee, using toothbrushes. He creates when he can be in his cell alone – when others are at chow, or at night, or whenever he can find privacy. In the beginning it was intensely private. He only shared his work through the mail in letters home. But it is constant.
At first, the individual doesn’t know where to GO in prison – no place seems safe. Everyone seems to want to know about your business, and to rank you according to your past, where you are from, what you did, who you think you are now.
So there is the chapel, a community room, the sports option. There is administrative segregation (solitary). But none of these feel safe for different reasons. How do you overcome the constant need for vigilance and the fear of being singled out or physically hurt?
There are long waiting lists for prison jobs. If one is fortunate to get a job, the daily routine keeps one relatively focused and safe for a period of many months. There are scant prison education programs. But with luck and persistence one might enroll in a 10-week group course in business, or cognitive behavior therapy workshop, and actually benefit. To note accomplishments in education or sports, the individual receives an achievement document, a citation. Congratulations, you passed the time and you did this! Families hungrily collect the awards and citations.
I began to search for a way to share his artwork with others – beyond the family. I looked for online galleries, made inquiries, visited prison art exhibits, in an attempt to make connections, to share his work with directors of these art organizations. I made an online slide show so his works could be seen more readily by friends and family. The effort itself was fascinating, encouraging, supportive. There are wonderful people on the outside engaged in projects – keeping track, looking in, drawing out, understanding…
Maybe he wasn’t ready to define himself as a person interested in art. Maybe he didn’t value or recognize his creative output. But his family DID. His extraordinary art efforts were already playing a healing role in the family, a relief from the despair and shock of what had happened. We were happy to share his work with friends. It is a beautiful, unique way to show his development in a wholly positive light, and to bring pride into our communications.
Only a year ago, he wrote in September, “I do like art, but I don’t really think it defines who I am. I understand that everyone out there on the street only sees that part of me, but I mainly commit so much to art because that is the only constructive thing to do here that keeps me busy. To tell you the truth, painting, at times, has been pretty painful. I am not comfortable with being known as the inmate artist who suffers from a mental disability. How cliche.
And then, right after that – he discovered the art room. Who goes there?
It was his 5th year in prison, and it had been a particularly rough year of unfortunate events far beyond his control. He marveled that he hadn’t known about the art room earlier. Perhaps he couldn’t imagine in prison – that there would even exist such a “free” place as the art room. Yet, in his prison, there are actually two art rooms.
He has had to learn to respect and accept his own “drive,” and his ability. Many artists in many fields, whether it is theater, dance, music or art, struggle with that. He has always been pragmatic about his creative output. When he speaks of it, he focuses more on the technical explorations and achievements, than on the “meaning” or the effect on the viewer, or even his own creative intention. But outside feedback has played a vital role in validation, and has contributed to his development and persistence.
Now, his work can be seen in wonderful online galleries (Prison Arts Coalition PAC, and The Confined Arts, Isaac’s Quarterly) and in an online slide show of recent works. His watercolors have been used “on the street” by Solitary Watch (national), and as a menu cover design for Edwins Restaurant, (Cincinnati, OH). It continues to be a fascinating journey to observe how he expresses repeating themes in his works over the years (eg. a tree), and how he diligently teaches himself new techniques in watercolor, charcoal, multi-media. His knowledge and tools have come a long way from the lemonade and coffee painted flowers.
Today he is teaching a 12-week course in watercolor technique. He encourages other artists-mates to send works to online galleries. He has found a group of supportive, like-minded creative individuals who encourage and challenge each other to grow as artists. He has found a path he can travel, and he is bringing others with him along the way.
About this guest contributor:
Rebecca Kelly, daughter of a career diplomat, grew up in London, England, Khartoum, Sudan, and Washington, DC. She trained at the School of Washington Ballet. She holds a BA in Oriental Religion from Bryn Mawr College. She is the Artistic Director and Choreographer for Rebecca Kelly Ballet. She lives with her husband in New York City and in the Adirondack Mountains.
4 thoughts on “Time Spent – Making Art in Prison”
What a powerful, positive message! It appears as if his “vacation” has forced him to face the inevitable maturity that’s achieved by the passage of time. Being a recently released felon, and artist, I recognize pieces of himself in each of his images. As much as one tries to remain hidden by personal barriers, a safety mechanism all inmates use, our art (either intentionally or unconsciously) will expose parts of our remaining “self” whether we realize it at the time or retrospectively. Beautifully written blog and spectacular artwork! Thanks for sharing with us!
Thank you for opening the door to this world of captive creativity and for presenting an insightful portrait of a complex artist. This article is a must read to combat the stereotypes of prisoners solely defined by their incarceration.
The Penitentiary I remember was infested with so much homicidal violence ? Men were literally scared to death ! I see this STATE induced , RACIST TERROR , now seeping out upon the STREETS of America !
Very insightful. Thank you for your support of your nephew and his art.